Today is a big day....

Turning in my deposit for nursing school today...This means many things....A lot of which I don't like to think about....Being away from David for a long time...Preston being away from David for a long time...Me being a single mom for a long time...Finding child care for Preston...Me being away from Preston full-time...Having to find a new place to live when I am by myself in December....Moving by myself in December...Starting school with a 9 month old...Doing school with a growing baby/toddler.....Thinking about all of these huge changes and transitions gives me anxiety.  However, I am very excited to be moving forward with my goals.